Nicky HAS a Little Lamb

nick...boyfriend, best friend, brother, husband, father, god and idol!

Thursday, October 20, 2005

songs I want to dedicate to Nick

Here are some songs for my honey because I love him & miss him ever so dearly. I hope he feels the same way too:-

THE BANGLES - ETERNAL FLAME
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

NICOLE KIDMAN AND EWEN MACGREGOR - COME WHAT MAY
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day.

SELENA - DREAMING OF YOU
Late at night, when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are
Thinking of me, too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me, and I
Wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside? Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close; but, so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Ah, ah (Corazón)
I can't stop dreaming of you (No puedo dejar de pensar en ti)
I can't stop dreaming (Cómo te necesito)
I can't stop dreaming of you (Mi amor, cómo te extraño)
Late at night, when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you."
I love you, too
Now, I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly
Dreaming with you tonight (With you tonight)
'Til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be (Rather be)
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly <(I'll be dreaming)
Dreaming (Of you tonight)
Endlessly (And I'll be holding you tight tonight)
Dreaming (Dreaming)
Endlessly (With you tonight)
Endlessly Endlessly Dreaming

LIONEL RITCHIE - ENDLESS LOVE
My Love there's only you in my life;
The only thing that's right;
My first Love.
You're every breath that I take;
You're every step I make.

And I, I want to share all my love with you;
No one else will do.
And your eyes;
They tell me how much you care.
You will always be;
My Endless Love.

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one;
Our lives have just begun.
Forever, I'll hold you close in my arms.
I can't resist your charms!

I'll be a fool for you;
I'm sure you know I don't mind.
And yes, you'll be the only one.
'Cause no one can deny;
This Love I have inside.
And I'll give it all to you;
My love,
My Endless Love.

I'm feeling insecure

For some reason or another, I've been feeling insecure the past few days. Mostly it's because the webcam keeps going off...and I start thinking things like, maybe he turned it off coz he doesn't want me to see him and he doesn't want to see me. Also because, he doesn't say "I love you" when I keep typing it tens of times for him on ymsger...its not that he doesn't say it, sometimes he just refuses to say it. For example, once I called him when he was out of his room...he refused to say "I love you"..maybe it's because he's out with someone and he doesn't want to say it...I love him

Monday, October 17, 2005

songs that remind me of Nick #17

DAVID GATES - GOODBYE GIRL

I like this song! Used to hear it quite often on Light N Easy. It seems like a sad song to me, but I think it has a happy ending, because of the last 2 lines? *daydreams* I love Nick!

All your life you've waited for love to come and stay
And now that I have found you, you must not slip away
I know it's hard believin' the words you've heard before
But darlin' you must trust them just once more...

'cause baby
Goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again
If you wake up and I'm not there, I won'tbe long away
'Cause the things you do my Goodbye Girl
Will bring me back to you.

I know you've been taken, afraid to hurt again
You fight the love you feel for me instead of givin' in
But I can wait forever, a-helpin' you to see
That I was meant for you and you for me...so remember

Goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again
Though we may be so far apart you still will have my heart
So forget your past my Goodbye Girl
'Cause now you're home at last.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

songs that remind me of nick #16

BING CROSBY/SAMMY DAVIS JR - WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN

This song was "dedicated to Honey Aw", on Saturday 1 Oct 2005, 22:11:04 Irish Time (+0100 BST). Woohoo!! . OOOOOOOOOH!!!! I feel like melting whenever I think about it. This is another extremely super duper old song that i've learned to like..thanks to Teddy Aw...heeehee! Aren't the lyrics of the songs that he dedicates to me simply reassuring and meaningful???

No tears, No fears
Remember there's always tomorrow
So what if we have to part?
We'll be together again.

Your kiss,
Your smile,
Are memories I'll treasure forever
We'll be together again.

Times when I know you'll be lonesome,
Times when I know you'll be sad,
Don't let temptation surround you,
Don't let the blues make you bad!

Some day,
Some way,
We both have a lifetime before us,
For parting is not goodbye,
We'll be together again.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

songs that remind me of nick #15

RUSS HAMILTON - TILL WE MEET AGAIN

aha!! I first heard this song when I was on the way to KL in the bus wiht my honey...he had trasferred some songs to my mp3 player. i'm not an old old oldies person but i dont know why, i enjoy listening to the songs that he dedicates to me or asks me to listen to!! he can dedicate anyting to me and i'll still sound like sweet good music to my ears! anyway,this song..hmm...its happy and sad, just like "we will make love"...always has to do with lovers parting :-( but one thing i really find interesting about this song is the beginning..when u hear the first few notes..haha..i don't know, i find it makes me happy!! like you know, those old old cartoons n they have this music to accompany the character's actions.. don't know how to say it..forgive my command of English, just read the lyrics to this song!!!

ooooh ooooh ooooh ....ooooh ooooh ooooh (MY FAVOURITE PART--the one i was talking about!!!)
smile the while
u kiss me sad adieu
when the clouds roll by i'll come to u
then the skies will seem more blue
down in lover's lane with u
and wedding bells will ring so merrily
every tear will be a memory
so wait and pray each night for me
till we meet again
ooh ooh ooh!oooh oooh ooh!!

(when the skies will seem more blue...down in lover's lane with u) - [some girls singing..]
and wedding bells will ring so merrily
every tear will be a memory
so wait and pray each night for me
till we meet again.......

haha!! seee..!! short song,but meaningful lyrics...i'm going to get some tissue paper now...:'(

songs that remind me of nick #13

RUSS HAMILTON - WE WILL MAKE LOVE

ah!! this is such a happy song...the tune..the lyrics (ok maybe the lyrics r a bit sad).....but it makes me tear coz it's such a sweeeeet song. trust my honey to dedicate ssongs like these to me!!! The only songs i can think of dedicating (before i met him;) ) were probably LINKIN PARK and god knows what else..haha!!!

when the moon takes the place of the sun in the sky
i'll call for my girlie, we'll go walking by
to a place no one knows
that's how love goes
now we are alone
we will make love
oh yes!!!! we will make love... ta da da da!!!

i wish we cuold wed
but we are too young
but one day i know
wedding bells will be rung
for you and for me
we'll promise to be
so faithful n true
I LOVE YOU
oh..yes!!! I-I LOVE U!!

now it's geting late
now we must part
but before i go i will leabe you my heart
so don't shed a tear
i'll always be near
i'll hold u so tight
n i'll kiss u goodnite
OH YES!!!! I'll kiss u goodnite...

when i go away
don't ever let your heart go astray
coz my love so true
is only for u
so remember u're mine
u're mine all the time

when the sun takes the place
fo the moon in the sky
we'll go on a journey
u and i
to a far distant land
where our dreams were planned
in the clouds up above
we will make love
OH YES!!! we will make love..
OH YESSSSSSSSSS!!!! WE WILL MAKE LOVE!!

Friday, October 14, 2005

I can't undo what I did...I can't forget what I did...I can't take away the pain. But I can assure you that I won't do it again...not that,or anything else that will hurt u. I have told u everything. In line with my promises, I have been telling you everything. as unbelievable as it may sound to u,i swear i have never stopped loving u sine we got 2gether.. I want to be the person who makes u truly happy.. not sad n angry... I hurt, I bleed inside,knowing wat I did and the effect it has on u and our relationship...I wish I could turn back time, but I can't...so the least I can do...is make sure that our future will NOT be tainted with such things...I want us to be happy...I understand why you are angry...I hope you will feel better soon..I don't expect you to get over it so fast...but I hope in due time,you will forgive me and we can leave this horrible thing behind,part of it at least,and concentrate on building our future.I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Songs I wanna dedicate to Nick #2

CLIFF RICHARD - THEME FOR A DREAM
This is such a cute, happy song!! Feel happy when I hear it !! Mostly coz of the cute girlie voice which sings the line in brackets. But then again, I feel sad also. Reason: My dad is a big fan of Cliff Richard...so I grew up having to listen to Cliff Richard cassettes in the car. !@#$% Remember hearing stuff like this a lot especially on Sunday nights coz I would be feelin all down n blue coz I would always remember that there is school the next day!!! Up to now, I still hate Sundays, though I don't have school anymore. Haha. Old habits die hard!! This song's for Nick...it's so nice dreaming about us being together again. I night-dream, day-dream, morning-dream,evening-dream, afternoon-dream about us!! I bet I'll still be dreaming of us when I'm dead in a coffin.

You are my theme for a dream
Yes you are, a rare and lovely theme (you're a theme for a dream)
The dreams i dream day and night
That your arms are holding me so tight (you're a theme for a dream)

When i dream i kiss you (kiss you)
Music fills with starlight (starlight)
Every time i touch you ( when i touch you)
Each and every time a chime rings out i love you
Only you for ever more

'cause you're my theme for a dream
Yes you are a rare and lovely theme (you're my theme for a dream)
So, angel please say that you love me too

And make my dreams come true dream (you're my theme for a dream)

When i dream i kiss you (kiss you)
Music fills with starlight (starlight)
Every time i touch you ( when i touch you)
Each and every time a chime rings out i love you
Only you for ever more

'cause you're my theme for a dream
Yes you are a rare and lovely theme (you're my theme for a dream)
So, angel please say that you love me too
And make my dreams come true dream

And make my dreams come true
Please make my dreams come true.